when you need concealer for your cuts, you know it’s well past time you stop


hello all

i spent a few days in the hospital and my mom flew out to be with me. im working very hard on getting better now. thank you for your support.


im dizzy and drunk and high on 50 pills and idk what imdoing anymore


Anonymous asked: please don't. there's so much in this fucked up world. I know that feeling, that bleakness, and it's not forever. it never lasts forever. if you need to, start a new life. donate your life savings, tell everyone to go fuck themselves, and live in the woods. I know right now it seems like I'm just talking out my ass giving some motivational speech but please, believe me on this one. just throw up the pills, or call 1-800-784-2433.

i cant make myself throw up but thanks for caring, darling. im sure ill wake up in the middle of the night puking.


Anonymous asked: If you are opiate naive, vicodin is likely to cause extreme nausea and thus vomiting. The vomiting will rid the body of a great deal of the medication and make 'over-dosing' more difficult. Overdosing does not feel good... when you're coming down you will wish you were dead.

im not taking vicodin. and i already wish i was dead. you dont give two shits whether i live or die so shut your fucking mouth.


5 of the small pills left, all the nyquil left.

guess my therapist would love to hear about this hahahah


Anonymous asked: i don't think that's enough pills to kill yourself. you might just end up with brain/organ damage, which would probably be worse than what you're feeling. stop now if you can

hahaha bullshit. 250,000mg of just painkillers? plus excessive bleeding? and 4 nyquil

dont fucking joke with me asshole 


worry-free started following you

why are you following me, ill be dead soon hopefully


bleed-to-live asked: throw the blade away darling. make sure you never ever ever see it again. you're much better than a piece of metal. trust me. it was the worst mistake i ever made. xxx

too late, darling, most of the pills are in me already. who gives a flying fuck about the blades anymore?


just cut my wrist for the first time.. fuck that hurts.

i dont even fucking care



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